hi again.. kinda not in the mood to write anythin'.. today was kinda a tough day... hate myself... firstly.. had to deal with things tat i dun wanna.. had a stoopid fight wiv sum1.. jus b'cos i ignored fer a moment [its as if i'm dying]... cant i jus hav some peace to myself fer a moment? werds soon turn into questions n questions soon turns into a fight.. a really stoopid fight.. *sigh*.... wad da hell... i mean.. its already good tat u hav sum1 to worry so much bout u.. seriously, tell me.. do u hav sum1 who is dead worried bout u bsides ur parents..? sigh..see.. tats the problem ppl.. the problem ALWAYS start when i care too much... maybe me trying to help to put the pieces together is such a bad idea.. i shuld jus crawl under my shell n shut the hell up... sigh.. so much fer helping.. yeah.. tats wad i'll do.. shuttup n mind my own business... lets see how it feels to hav no one to care dead fer u... aniways, enuf bout tis over-reacting situations.. today's sucky too... my family returned from their holiday.. it was a joy to see them again.. but yet again, i'm pissed at em'.. 1stly, it was my sis.. c'mon la, she was having problems using the com n i tried to help n she took my help as if i was some kind of an idiot.. i ended up slapping her.. serves her bloody right... second, it was my bro.. oh ya.. jus b'cos i was the only one using the com while he's away, its my fault tat the com is laggin' a bit... let me emphasise two werds.. A BIT.. wtf... n everything's tat changed in the com.. its my fault.. he went youtube n the downloading was slow... he asked me wad happen in a way tat "its-my-fault" kindof thing.. U THINK I KNOW WAD'S WRONG?! WTF with HUGE capital letters with great BOLDNESS.. haven i gone thru enuf wiv my previous probs.. turning on the downside, kinda disappointed tat my family din buy anything fer me.. not even a single thing... they went like about 4 huge states n they got me nth...? sigh.. wadever la.. enuf sed.. i've gone thru enuf... wadever it is.. i cant be bothered to care much now... shall end the entry cos i seriously dun giv a damn shit bout anything now.. blame me fer all tat matter...
"god dammit.. can sum1 tranquilize me or sth.. kill me fer tat matter.. *sigh*"
"god dammit.. can sum1 tranquilize me or sth.. kill me fer tat matter.. *sigh*"
~kHai.inc_outZ~








