hey bloggie... erms.. can i jus say tat i'm not in the mood to update things? this past few days have been cruel towards me.. well actually, i made myself to be cruel to myself.. get it? urgh.. nemind.. apart from my everyday thinking that 4ever leave me to be angry at myself... hmmm... i've been doing some DEEP thinking this past few days... n each time i think about it.. i get pissed at myself.. then i'll end up in a foul mood... wth... its been like tat for the past 3 days? yeah... actually... i dun feel like saying everything here... i dun wan it to go public jus yet. . .
aniways.. today after band.. talked to Jin bout tuning the band cos they are taking a hell lot of time jus to get in tune.. then talked to Pauline bout the sectionals schedule prior to SYF in march... then walked home with Pauline.. we talked as we walked..
then met with bro (Aslam)... he asked me to send him home... since i got nothing to do, and going back early is jus a waste of time, i agreed to send him home.. took bus service number 8... sat with him..tats wen i poured out my personal stuffs to him cos i jus need some1 to really talk to... aniway, partly, its b'cos of him, tat i'm doing some thinking.. so, jus wanna hint sth to him so tat at least i know wad his reaction will be.. i know... this may not makes sense to u readers, but i know wad i'm toking about.. sorry for not saying it in details... aniways.. drop at the bus stop b4 Afghan (Tamp), crossed the bridge n walked in into Simei... during tat journey, bro finally understood wad i was trying to hint to him... then upon reaching his void deck, bro went home..
i went to the bus stop to take bus service 38... then went to Tamp inter.. then i walked around TM n Century Square ALONE.. like some idiot.. went to look at shoes.. btw.. got another shoe that i wanna buy,
"Jack Purcell- White Leather [shiny material] with Lime-green lining"...
its FREAKING-LY nice..
white n lime green? pure genius! haha... it cost around 90 bucks.. SOMEONE! BUY THAT SHOE FOR ME! ahah.... hmm.. gotta aim for that shoe.. aniway... then bro called... he called at the wrong time... cos i was doing some thinking.. n thinking bout THAT thing jus makes me angry at myself.. no one else, honestly.. hmm... walked around at both malls for like 1 hour plus, ALONE.. damn retarded i tell u.. during tat one hour plus, yes.. u guessed it... i did more thinking.. got more angrier at myself then after.. sigh*.. hmm.. enuf sed uh... gonna end it here...
keep taggin'..
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