"hey.. i think i'm losing sum1 ryte now.. do u tink tats perfectly normal? i'm pretty sure u know who i'm toking about.. sigh"
well how stoopid can i be??? i sent it to the wrong person...! n ya... ASLAM knew bout it... i chose not to share with him yet... it was meant fer nina fyi... then after, he kept asking me whether i'm ok etc etc... WHAT DO U THINK!? u r asking the obvious... i told him to jus ignore me.. n yah.. since it was about him, wen he kept asking more qns, my tension grew.. [it was tat kind of feeling where u really cant tell whether u'r angry or u'r sad..].. so in the end i got pissed at myself.. i sed this to aslam..
"hate me all you want for not telling. n i cant bliv i'm crying over u"..
then i threw my phone... few mins later, the person i was supoz to send tat msg to replied [nina].. ya.. we talk like between two msges.. felt like she culdnt b bothered by my "unworthy-ramblings" cos each time i msg her.. it wuld be bout the same EXACT thing...sounds like she couldnt be bothered animore.. then iDa called.. i supoz tat aslam mus have told iDa bout wad happened... the moment i saw "Private Number Calling"... i rejected tat call cos i know it was iDa.. i was seriously not in the mood to even talk to anybody..
[ thanks for the concern iDa.. appreciate it alot... jus so u know, i'll never talk on the phone wen i'm not in the mood.. maybe u din know.. if u'r reading now, i guess u know it now..]
... so yah.. slept w/o realising tat i was asleep for around 45mins.. then woke up.. the moment i woke up.. everything came into my brain... i started to think bout aslam... bout the ppl around me... the band.. yah... those normal things.. [it may sound weird tat i'm thinking bout aslam, but its true.. i do.. bout wad... for me to know n for u to find out..] well... yah.. so i culdnt go back to sleep.. so decided to switch on my com n continue with my new blog skin.. its completed now.. so proud of myself.. job well done kHai.. did my skin till like around 5:30AM.. then went to sleep...
n there's today.. woke up.. then my mom scolded me n my bros for leaving the guitar lying everywhere... WHY? cos my cat ALMOST GOT KILLED!.. haha... was shocked by my mom's story.. this was exactly wad she said..
"next time dun leave ur guitar lying around everywhere.. place it somewhere safe.. u know this morning... i heard loud noises from my room.. i culdnt care less at 1st.. half an hour later she heard weird noises kiD [my cat's name] was making.. then wen i got down i saw the floor lamp was on its side... the guitar was near it... n kiD's collar got entagled with the string... wen i saw kiD, he was lying on its side breathing weirdly... he might got scared tat he pull too hard till he culdnt breathe... THANK GOD i went down cos u all were sleeping... if i din went down to see wad was going on, kiD might hav died.."
WHAT?! i was like gosh.. luckily my mom saved kiD.. or else i wuldnt be seeing him running here n there now... yah.. after tat whole drama.. went to bathe n got ready.. went FTP to teach... i tink its about time tat i talked to the ppl there bout certain things.. certain things tat shud be taken note of esp wen i'm someone older n wen i'm teaching.. er.. soon soon... so... yah.. ended the session with them... walked to 59 bus stop.. met with nina on the bus.. then went tech... to buy bread cos i was friggin' hungry... from there walked to 7-eleven.. saw some peeps.. met up with idham... n yah... telling u... meeting idham was like WOW! he's like an antidote for me... seriously... i was not even in the mood at tat moment.. n wen i saw him... i was laughing.. w/o fail, he'll FOREVER make me laugh.. thanks bro! i'm feeling abit better after i r'cvd ur "prescription".... so walked to the bus stop to send them off n guess who i bumped into..? FARAH n FARHANAH [her sis].. yay! i smiled at both of em'.. they smiled back... hehe.. i'm lame... after seeing them off.. i walked home... watched soccer... n wtf... Thailand has no sportsmanship at all... penalty buat hal penalty ah... jus b'cos of tat, they were like..."no.. we're not gonna play if u r giving S'pore a penalty kick..".. seriously.. drama mama sia... the whole matched got delayed for 10-15mins? n so were "News5tonight"... haha... yah... in the end S'pore won... 2-1... after tat.. watched the news n then American Idol... yeah.. it was kinda funny though... then watched this cooking show [wahaha!] n went online.. yerrp...
am looking forward to tmr cos its my 1st day teaching Peirce... yeah... but the journey there is way TOO long n way TOO expensive...adult fare u know... how i wish i get to take my driving license NOW n be driving hopefully by the end of the year... its jus too bad tat my birthday falls on June... hafta wait.. sigh.. aniways.. tat's it...
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~khAi.inc_outZ~