Wednesday [7th February 2007]...
FIRSTLY...
happy sweet SIXteen
VALERIE!
hope u have enjoyed urself today [ i mean ytd ]... :)
SECONDLY... i wanna thank bro... haha.. paham paham je la eh.. u know i know u know.. haha
no.. seriously.. today.. talked to bro like nothing happened... its good tat he understands.. thanks.. n so.. decided to go home wen bro ask me to send him home.. hah.. had to follow... WHY? cos he gav me tat LOOK where u leave no choice but to follow him.. so.. in the end.. i followed him.. yah.. was in the bus with Sis, bRo n Rafie... haha.. tat Rafie cili padi man... he look like those mats.. (sorry if i offend u but carry on reading..) BUT ACTUALLY he's not... he's jus abit retarded... n the way he talks to aslam.. haha... cam adek beradek.. tat was why i was crazily smiling to myself while waiting Rafie to board his bus..crazy huh? hah.. n so... took the overhead bridge.. nina went home... then it was me n bro only uh... we walked.. talked.. caught up on the things tat we din get to catch up during tat awkward silence... hmm.... ya.. miss toking to tat guy already... there's sth tat i "transfer" to him whenever i'm with him.. seriously.. i sound weird but tats wad always happen wen i'm with him.. well bro.. if u'r reading this..
I LOVE U SO MUCH....
n so.. from bro's place.. i begun on a quest to make my way to Simei MRT.. this time round i ventured on my own using the other way.. [as where bro instructed me to walk].. yeah.... like finally i found a shorter route..
so took train... went TAMP inter.. went Century's toilet.. then bought this 'potong ice-cream'... i bought YAM.. yum.. 80cents only.. tmr if i'm passing by there again.. gonna buy the JACKFRUIT flavour.. i tried the sample.. its nice.. haha.. 80cents to satisfy ur taste buds? haha...then went to M1 shop.. to see wad they are offering.. so tat i can prepare myself with the "vital" information when i ask my parents for a new phone.. n yah!
my dad bought a NEW PHONE for himself.. Sony Ericsson Cyber-Shot phone... damn.. i was jealous ahs.. hais...
aniways.. got home... ate dinner.. watched TV... as usual.. AMERICAN IDOL.. n then watched "THE SIMPLE LIFE"... haha.. then went online.. here i am... blogging... b4 i end of my entry... i jus wanna post a comment
about the band...
dearest junior bandmates.... i may sound bossy or sth jus by saying this... please please buck up... i can see tat some sections are having conflicts... i can see n sense.... wadever conflicts u guys are facing.. pls dun let it interfere with ur SYF preparation...
we've got 3 exchanges coming up... n yah.. its obvious tat the 1st exchange coming up this Saturday, is a waste.. wake up ppl.. i dun wanna nag to tat point where u guys think tat the alumni are too much... when we nag or point out sth... means we got sth to offer which we can see while others cant... no mean to sound braggy n all.. its jus tat.. WE WENT THRU' IT B4 dozen of times... so we know... never say we do not know how u guys are feeling.. we felt it once or in fact many times b4.. aniways.. yeah... SYF is a event where i can see how much perseverence u guys hav.. i know u guys have loads of perseverence.. but wad lack is the determination.. in life... being lazy brings u to nowhere.. trust me.. NOWHERE... any form of product, be it results, awards or reputation needs determination... n of course on top of tat "teamwork" etc etc... ultimately, with persistent laziness will show not only as an individual, but also as a band... neither of us alumni wanna see u guys roll down jus like tat... the most is u trip... then get back up n learn from it.. we, ALUMNI, are jus the pavement u walk on... we provide wad kind of pavement u guys walk on... wood? bricks? cement? grass?...no matter wad we are made of.. we still got ur support n u've got ours... we've longed let go of the band... let go as in literally.. like u guys sed it b4... OUR time is up.. but rmb... we're still part of u guys.. each time we say sth.. its not tat we wanna look down on u guys... we CARE tats why we SHARE our inner thougts with u guys..
back to my main point... yes.. SYF coming up [though its like in 2 months time.. 2months IS short..the next thing u know, u'll be sitting down at conference hall hearing the results... sounds scary huh?] so... dun disappoint each other.... together we practice hard... n achieve tat _______ award...
in life, if u do not know anything.. ASK..u wun get aniwhere if u r conservative with ur questions... i'm always around.. as in most of the time.. correct? well.. feel free to ask me.. i'm more than delighted n available to answer ur questions... n yeah.... asking is no harm.. dun hav tat thinking where "if-i-ask-means-i'm-stupid" tat kind of thing.... we DONT n WONT look down on u... wadever for? we were once and always a part of BN BAND... :)...
lemme leave with a phrase i love so much... its meaningful..
hope u guys understand the meaning of it..
"when one door closes, another opens.. but often we look so long regretfully upon the door that's been closed that we fail to see the one dat has been opened for us"
n rmb...
ONE BAND ONE HEART ONE SOUND. . .
mainband + alumni..we work as one...
whoa.. i've jus realise tat i've wrote alot.. cool... actually there's more to say.. but look at the time [its 1:28AM}.. wen i've got to urge to say more.. i shall rant it here w/o any doubt.. so keep visiting for the updates...
till then....
keep taggin'...
~kHai.inc_outZ~