to yet another entry.
typing how my day was in as little as possible and then i'll move on with another whole chunk of what my thoughts are right now.
DON'T WORRY.
keep on reading..
it'll be SHORT.
hopefully..
headed down to BN in the morning.
took the clarinet section for sectionals and i must say it was fun and yes, they are improving fast.
(which is good)
landed in the AVA ROOM for combine. Ms Loh took us as Mr Lim was not able to come.
played the pieces for the upcoming botanic's performance.
the rest i wont type it out as i do not want this entry to be too detailed.
RIGHT IDHAM?
hahaha!
after band was the normal routine which is to head down to TECHview.
sat there til 4 and off we went to Far East to watch NYP Band's performance.
saw quite a number of familiar faces.
hmm.. isit true or am i just hallucinating? LOL.
peformance ended and we were back to what we do best.
STONE and to WALK AIMLESSLY.
first was to Rafe's shop. not his shop really.. his mom's shop.
EVERYBODY crowded inside the shop like as if it was the GSS. (Great Singapore Sale)
we got hungry..
thats when AARON FAN YAOHONG decides to head down to Cathay Cineleisure to have our dinner.
some went PASTAMANIA.
some went to KOBAYASHI.
and the rest went ye' olde LJS. haha!
i din eat.
ALTHOUGH i was hungry.
just din feel like eating.
then it was Peanut Pancake for me and we set off on a journey to the bus stop.
65-ed home with most of em'.
slept in the bus cos i was effingly exhausted.
got home yadayadayada.. tadaa! i'm bloggin'
ok.. enough of my day.
lets move on to what i wanna say.
it'll be short i guess.
YET AGAIN.. it MIGHT be long.. haha!
okok.. serious...
dear _________,
knowing that you were trying to intoxicate urself with _________ and ________, i just went speechless.
at the moment when u told me that..
i felt helpless.
never had i ever deal with cases like urs. namely ____________.
but i shall look on the bright side. having to deal with this leaves me EXPERIENCE, therefore when the next time i were to have to deal with such a case, i'll be more less "prepared".
it's kinda weird.. i felt like a part of me leaving my soul w/o prior notice.
WELL thats not the point.
i suppose you're SOBER now.
glad to hear that and hope that u'll forever be CLEAN from weird intoxications.
BE STRONG.
i too myself am not able to achieve that, but with the support of my dear frens and ppl who actually gave a ____ about me, QUITE SURPRINGLY i'm able to do so.
i'm not gonna blabber it all out in one shot.
YOU KNOW BEST WHAT I'M TALKING ABOUT.
read me.
but dun misinterprete.
leading life living like a crap is STUPID when u know there's TONNES of happiness waiting for u.
for the matter of fact, its being dished out right in front of your very eyes.
u tend to be blinded by things that move u so much till u even put urself behind urself.
a quote i learnt from someone:-
"we often ponder on the door that's been longed closed till we forget that there's always another door being opened for us; somewhere."
no mean to brag... i'm the closest living example u can look for.
i will care for that person like my own.
NO DOUBT ABOUT THAT.
FULLSTOP.
that person gonna gimme a call soon.
so i guess i shud end it here.
i wrote most of it in a gist.
WISH to write more but due to complains i've been receiving. (LOL), i'll cut down on the word count.
till then,
BE STRONG __________.
keep taggin'
`khai.INC~