ok.. i'll promise that today's entry will be kept short.
I'LL TRY MY VERY BEST.
no guarantee.
LOTS of things to be updated.
lets move on cos i'm currently in a drowsy mode.
after i swallowed 2 tablets of paracetamol. (PANADOL in other words)
-___-"
i'm gonna do a brief sweep on what i did this past few days.
WEDNESDAY was band. no comments.
THEY REALLY NEED TO PUSH THEMSELVES.
THURSDAY was the day when i gave my cat a bath.
yup.. he got his new cat tag. nice.. engraved with his name and our house telephone number.
mom's $19.90 was worth it.
ok thats not the point.
KID gotten his new COLLAR-TAG plus 'bling bling'.
what else happened that day?
oh ya!
i received a call from brother chinhong at around 11:30pm? around there la..
was happy that he called actually.
i know i sound gay. (lol) but when he told me that he's calling me.. i felt that at least i'm wanted.
I FELT WANTED ONCE MORE. (as a fren/bro probably?)
sounds oh-so-familiar siti nur'arnina binte bakhtiar effendi?
dont get the wrong idea ppl.. gosh.. stop thinking the impossible.
ok..
that conversation i had with him.
it was great. not as in great great.. but GREAT.
sorry if i'm repeating this.
when he confide his problems with me, the feeling is unexplainable. u hafta experience what i experienced and when u'r facing in situations where someone confides, u feel like u'r IMMORTAL.
well.. i'm exaggerating once more. but the idea is there.
like what siti nur'arnina binte bakhtiar effendi have mentioned,
"but the fact that he calls u to ask for help, and the fact that he's not close to you- it just shows that he has trust in you. and you shld be proud of that (:"
THURSDAY was the day when i gave my cat a bath.
yup.. he got his new cat tag. nice.. engraved with his name and our house telephone number.
mom's $19.90 was worth it.
ok thats not the point.
KID gotten his new COLLAR-TAG plus 'bling bling'.
what else happened that day?
oh ya!
i received a call from brother chinhong at around 11:30pm? around there la..
was happy that he called actually.
i know i sound gay. (lol) but when he told me that he's calling me.. i felt that at least i'm wanted.
I FELT WANTED ONCE MORE. (as a fren/bro probably?)
sounds oh-so-familiar siti nur'arnina binte bakhtiar effendi?
dont get the wrong idea ppl.. gosh.. stop thinking the impossible.
ok..
that conversation i had with him.
it was great. not as in great great.. but GREAT.
sorry if i'm repeating this.
when he confide his problems with me, the feeling is unexplainable. u hafta experience what i experienced and when u'r facing in situations where someone confides, u feel like u'r IMMORTAL.
well.. i'm exaggerating once more. but the idea is there.
like what siti nur'arnina binte bakhtiar effendi have mentioned,
"but the fact that he calls u to ask for help, and the fact that he's not close to you- it just shows that he has trust in you. and you shld be proud of that (:"
-Nina
well, i'm indeed proud of that. not braggin' but its just a way of me trying to put it into simpler words. :))
no mean to be comparing.. but although it feels like he's someone distant from me.. at least there's someone out there who lays his/her trust on me.
what else can i say before i end this section.
hmmm...
so... to YOU (not u chinhong).. think about it carefully.. i might just forget about you and mind my own business. at least there's someone out there who confides in me.
thats all i can say.
ULTIMATELY, as the older one, i'm much wiser in what i'm doing.. i know what i'm doing.
so dun question my wise-ness.
YOU are the pilot of what u wanna do with your social life.
be all caught up with what u are with now and forget the ppl who cares for you?
or change that path of yours and reconsider your doings.
like i've said.
i've been forgiving u since day one.
either way.. i wun lose out.
you're still growing.. i shall assume some day sooner or later, u'll realise how dumb your actions are.
WITH THAT...
chinhong. i should be the one thanking u that night. WITH whatever u thanked me after that call, my thanks to you is million times over that.
you finally made me decide on what i've been in doubt all this while.
(that explains the quietness at one point during the conversation) :))
I LOVE YOU bro.
haha!
as gay as it sounds, hell yeah its true.
lol.
to YOU, beat that.
after so long, i've been wanting to say this to someone.
"FEEL FREE to gimme a call again. PLEASURE to talk to you any time. I'm always here for you ChinHong. Keep me updated on that situation you're facing yeah?"
to YOU - those words could have been yours. too bad someone "stole" it.
ok.. i've wrote 4 paragraph based on that phone call...gee...
i shud really move one.
with my day 1st..
i actually got one more thing to say before ending it all off.
today, day spent with siti nur'arnina binte bakhtiar effendi.
early afternoon, headed down NAFA to settle my school fees and stuffs.
then it was BN to check out on those having sectionals.
hmm.. disappointed cos not all are there practising.
dont they realise that they're in huge trouble?
lose face then u all wanna buck up.
OUH-PLEASE...
by then.. its too late.
lets just hope for the best.
i might just burst if i see that they're not being responsible for their actions.
i might.
yet again..
i WILL..
hmmm.......
after BN was Pasir Ris.
went to the library in search for that book i've been looking for.
"WHY DO THE TOAST LAND BUTTER SIDE DOWN -MURPHY's LAW"
nice book.. but too bad it was on loan.. damn!
it'll be return only on
07/07/07... thats another one whole week..well..
in much disappointment.. looked for other books.
i derived on 3 books.
let me title it out..
1. What We Believe But Cannot Prove- Today's Leading Thinkers on Science in the Age of Certainty. [science]
2. Jokes to Go - 1386 of the Funniest Bits from the Best Comedians [casual reading]
3. How to Have that Difficul Conversation You've Been Avoiding. [self-help]
yup.. thats the three books.
all three are equally thick.
aim to finish one by Sunday. [probably on casual reading]
after library was PASAR MALAM.
bought soft lekor, and RAMLY!
haha!
i spent alot.. no control. gee...
i need help..
after much negotiation and one pissful phone call, decided to train down to Tamp with nina.
walked her home while eating my RAMLY.
i actually choke on the last bite.
only god knows why.. right nina?
ehermm.... kwang3....
wanna know sth disgusting?
haha!
i can coughed and hiccup at the same time.. LOL..
it doesnt sound disgusting here.. but if were actually there to listen to it.. you'll be disgusted like how nina was.
it sounds like some donkey giving birth to a human. LMAO!
and so..
green tea from a mama shop became my saviour.
funny thing happen when i was at the bus stop.
someone called nina.
more info.. visit her blog.
i'm just to lazy to repeat what she says.
KINDA WEIRD.
i just send her a sms saying...
"the GREAT one who mention one's name will r'cv the person's blessings"
HAHAHA!
of course, w/o thinking hard..
i'm the GREAT one.
and the other party...
for me to know and for u to already find out.
right nina?
lol..
i 21-ed home.
got home and did my normal stuffs.
i'm actually rushing typing all this all..
so pardon me for any grammar or spelling mistakes.
i've got tonnes of things to do after clicking on the "PUBLISH POST" button.
ok...
let me add one more thing before ending it all off..
just hang in there..
it wun take long..
haha!
ok.. this is sth serious.
"for one who expects to be respected should respect others first; not momentarily but for forever."
it may be some kind of joke to say.. but have u actually thought of how i would feel if u were to say that?
well.. u did anyway..
u may find it ridiculous, but human beings have their limits.
the way u talk just tells ppl so much bout urself..
and the way you commented jus pisses me off.
lets get this st8.. i never intend to go to that chalet.
SO, not being invited IS NOT the factor that caused me to get pissed off.
seriously.. it tells how much of a person u are.
learn to know what you're saying. before actually saying it out with noticing that u actually hurt someone one way or another.
i'm not being a softie here or whatever.. its disappointing.
as a __________, its seriously disappointing.
AGAIN... somehow or another, i'm being treated like a shelved doll.
i'm getting dusty here..
HELP? nah.. i rather have u help urself FIRST without doubt.
yeah..
i'm learning to let things off now.
when school opens for me.. i'm just gonna mind my own business and concentrate on things that is way more important.
you still wanna treat me like your bro.. prove it..
if not, i'll have nothing to lose.. i'll have less things to worry.
TWO great living examples have been featured in my entry.
lets just hope. i'm trying too. i have feelings too.
haiya..
again.. visit nina's blog......
ok... i've said enuf...
matter of fact.. i got tonnes of things to write.
but it'll be much for u to digest.
sorry ppl for the short (yet LOOOONG) entry....
i just cant help it.
my mind is always filled with words.
words of misery i must say. LOL
must find one fine day to vent it all out on my dearest blog.
haha!
till then,
1. i've found a new artist - Anthony Callea [LISTEN to his songs on imeem. its NICEEE..
he's gonne be my next artist to be featured on my blog.
2. i thank you millions and millions once more chinhong.
3. YOU.. think carefully.
4. i'm getting DROWSIER every minute. LOL
keep taggin'
`kHai.INC~
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