hi..
i'm suppose to end school at 6:30pm today.
BUT due to my inability to concentrate
i went home right after the 1st lecture which lasted for 2 hours.
of course, i wasnt fooling..
i'm not feeling well.
i'm down with a drastic flu.
i kept sneezing and snorting disgustingly every minute in class.
which leaves me with no choice but to head home.
so here i am,
at home.
(just sneezed a minute ago)
i hope by tmr i'll be fine.
i do not wanna skip school just b'cos my immune system arent strong enough.
on a lighter note,
at least i dun have to suffer in
History class and 'Materials & Methods' lessson.
despite the inability to concentrate.
i managed to write down certain things the lecturer was talking about
during Oral Communications lecture.
#1-
"In a telephone conversation, silence doesn't always mean consent."
#2-
"People in the Arts can be overtly expressive in their body language, don't be misled, out off or intimidated."
#3-
"People in the Arts tend to stand or sit closer to others during informal reactions, so don't feel awkward."
i find this three points very true.
obviously, those weren't the only things i took note of.
i picked the TOP 3 points i like.
thats not the point.
moving on to the actual content,
i've been reading sis' online diary.
(i suppose i'm the only one that she permits to enter and read it)
whatever that she keep in that OD of hers,
i find its exactly what i wanna say.
she's like my interchange between my feelings and my words.
she interprets me well w/o having me to even hand over a signal.
thats a skill.
so i guess..
(to think positively),
since she has wrote it there, i shall leave it in my heart that that's what i wanna rant,
without having any unnecessary bitchings, interferences
and any restrictions to my words.
cos u know why?
COS I feel LIKE IT.
and also..
i've started to be like Farah.
her ability to do what she does inspires me.
in a sense that i HAVE to try to put things aside.
get rid of unnecessary ppl in my life.
i know i'm being a stuck-up,
but hey..
its my life.
i can do whatever i want.
so at any case,
i've told myself that,
i no longer wish to be associated with _____.
from the words of sis',
"why waste time on ppl who cant use their brains.
If u ask me, i think my time is muchmore worth on
(insert someone else' name) compared to him."
that spurred me on to actually stick to my words.
why waste time with ppl who are linked to ppl
with such quixotic and obnoxious behaviour?
like u've sed..
u'd rather choose her than us.
i wish u all the best.
you're temporarily history till whenever i like.
na'ah.. not in my social life.
stay away.
and congratulations on ur "sweet" victory.
i love seeing him get hurt.
serve him right.
henceforth, from this day onwards,
7th August 07, 4:10pm,
i'm leaving u behind in my history.
keep that CD of urs.
don't have to RETURN me my sincere kindness towards
u all this while at any form.
like i've said before,
i wish u all the best.
may ur future endeavours soar to the skies.
and WHEN u fall,
don't u come back to me.
neither to sis.
she had enough of u too.
till then...
i'm out.
`khai.INC~
"urm.. who are u to me again?"