first and foremost,
i've realised that i have not done a post on any of the days in 2008.
hence, it leads to this post.
my very post for 2008.
remember in my last post when i sed i'd put up my resolutions in my next entry?
well, i'm gonna strip that idea off and just keep it to myself.
cos NO ONE can ever help me with MY resolutions.
(anyway, its written somwhere no one can ever read.
if you're so interested to know it, wait till the end of 2008;
HOPEfully i'd still be alive by then...)
it's suppose to something that I NEED to achieve.
well, it makes no sense at this point of time,
COS HEY, I HAVE A LIFE TOO.
so, whatever....
THAT aside.
its the 7th day of January.
7 days have not been so breezy.
and did i mention JANUARY is the month where I'D BE FREAKIN' BUSY?
my holidays are literally burned up with hectic schedule prior to the BIG EVENT.
but thank god for that or else i'd be wasting time doing nothing.
yeah,
so an update to my blog would be at its minimal as it already has.
i've been going out in the morning
and
returning back home only after 12midnight.
(i'm a big boy now, i can do what i wanna)
out with friends; what else.
the lan-gaming.
Citadel (a card game) with the usuals.
Starbucks with the Kesians.
and the list just keeps going.
and the trips back home just couldnt get any better.
i really owe to this guy who calls himself
John Howard
or FORMALLY known as
Mohd Hazizi.
he's been paying for the cab fare,
the drinks.
and a whole lot more.
thanks dude.
if it's not him,
it'd be my parents.
i'd beg them to pick me up cos i'm just too lazy to
take public transport.
OH DID I SAY,
mom's enrolling herself in driving school.
she's gonna learn how to drive.
scary though but i have faith in u mom.
WAY TO GO!
i just hope she's too scared to go alone that
she would ask me to enrol with her.
AND paying for the fees (mine AND hers).
heh...
BIG FAT hope.
i'm saving towards it okay..
but it'll be better if mom would just help me pay.
just keep hoping kHai.
it's never too late.
heh heh..
as i was saying 3 paragraphs before this,
i'm just too lazy to take public transport..
and even if CAB-ing home was a choice,
i'd still not take that as an option.
COS i'm near to being broke.
i have money, but i kept thinking to myself.
if i were to keep spending my money,
"WHEN THE HELL
AM I GONNA GET MY FREAKIN' LICENSE?"
[remember khai, BEFORE the next hari raya outing with the band]
its ald kinda bad that i'm currently unemployed.
so, now,
i'm thinkin twice as hard before handing over my money to the cashier.
thinking wont be necessary if i need to use my money
for food.
full stop.
ok whatever, hah.
so,
what's life for me now?
the same old shit.
just that now, it's charging me at full-speed.
and in large UNCOUNTABLY (is there such a word? lol.) number.
i hate it when shit happens.
it's ALWAYS the same old thing.
call me self centered,
call me selfish.
i dont care.
all i'm left with is
OPTION A or OPTION B.
both has its pros and cons.
ultimately, the decision is in ur bloody hands.
PROVE IT if u MEAN IT.
this aint the first time.
and if its gonna be the last time,
i'd make sure i'll do a decision that will leave u in regret.
AGAIN, whatever..
not all have been said in here.
the rest will be somewhere else.
time will tell it all.
a lot is in my mind.
BUT blogging it in here would be a bad idea.
cos ppl read.
yes, YOU.
it'll be figgin' obvious.
i'm not a man who can twist and turn his words in making
my point not so obvious.
(its rare; my juices arent that creative for NOW)
rest assured,
i'll try my very best to update for the next few days.
plans for today:
meet wayne in TP for lunch?
down to BN and take the sax section for sectionals.
home and then to the airport to pick bro up.
he'll be back from Thailand tonight @ 11pm
(i bet there's gonna be a slight delay).
so,
airport with mom and dad with NO SIS!
she has school the next day.
mom disallowed her to tag.
muahaha!
it's 1:30am.
my attempt to post a picture failed.
so,
next entry probably?
alrighty...
CHEERS!
keep taggin'!