it's finally back here again...
what do I mean by that?
I'm on STRESS-MODE.
(for the how many million-th time)
when I mean stress it's not only about school.
it's more than that.
the aspects are of my social life, my commitments, my other commitments,
my responsibilities, tasks that needs to be done and etcetera.
I do not know whether by creating this entry would help.
but heck anyway....
when interests clashes,
it's hard to satisfy rationally.
especially to myself.
my social life.
gonna skip on that.
it feels like the whole world IS crumbling,
but as a matter of fact,
it involves only ONE person.
moving on...
I see no point of listing down my commitments and as well as my
other commitments.
just feel like saying that, the pressure is on.
its not normal pressure, but I feel like I've been squashed with no air to breathe.
yeah, that is exactly how I am feeling.
I AM suffocating!
next,
comes school.
school's been a total b*tch since God knows when.
this is what is in store for me at the moment.
1. Western Theatre Quiz this Saturday(5 long chapters to study)
2. Dance Test next Wed (6-7 chapters)
3. a research cum report on Ecnad due next Thursday.
4. 1000 word Music Assignment due on 21st April.
5. Final Music Presentation on either 21st or 28th of April.
well, it is obvious that I do not wanna fail right?
although some of it seems like its due in a month,
but the preparation is a lot; I guess.
seriously,
if u think that I'm playing such a bad role as what I'm suppose to be,
please look at my current state and reconsider.
it is even hard for me to delegate tasks cos I myself don't even have time for myself.
nothing new isn't it?
so YOU imagine, ALL OF THESE, smacked right in front of my face.
I'm stuck.
Seriously Stuck!
but if you think that I'm such a loser and that I do not wanna try to get things settled,
I'm sorry; I'm prioritising.
I always give in and try my best to get it done, not this time round.
IT IS ALWAYS EASY TO SAY THAN TO GET IT DONE.
not sometimes, not always.
words can just be said; can be typed...
but when it comes to doing it,
it is just another whole pile of shit.
esp when u have so much things to do at one time.
i can go on writing this entry till the early morn,
but I see no point of writing this anymore.
people gonna read, SO?
people gonna notice, SO?
it is not just that,
read in between the lines; if u can.
better still, read my mind.
till the next entry
CHEERS!
I'm on STRESS-MODE.
(for the how many million-th time)
when I mean stress it's not only about school.
it's more than that.
the aspects are of my social life, my commitments, my other commitments,
my responsibilities, tasks that needs to be done and etcetera.
I do not know whether by creating this entry would help.
but heck anyway....
when interests clashes,
it's hard to satisfy rationally.
especially to myself.
my social life.
gonna skip on that.
it feels like the whole world IS crumbling,
but as a matter of fact,
it involves only ONE person.
moving on...
I see no point of listing down my commitments and as well as my
other commitments.
just feel like saying that, the pressure is on.
its not normal pressure, but I feel like I've been squashed with no air to breathe.
yeah, that is exactly how I am feeling.
I AM suffocating!
next,
comes school.
school's been a total b*tch since God knows when.
this is what is in store for me at the moment.
1. Western Theatre Quiz this Saturday(5 long chapters to study)
2. Dance Test next Wed (6-7 chapters)
3. a research cum report on Ecnad due next Thursday.
4. 1000 word Music Assignment due on 21st April.
5. Final Music Presentation on either 21st or 28th of April.
well, it is obvious that I do not wanna fail right?
although some of it seems like its due in a month,
but the preparation is a lot; I guess.
seriously,
if u think that I'm playing such a bad role as what I'm suppose to be,
please look at my current state and reconsider.
it is even hard for me to delegate tasks cos I myself don't even have time for myself.
nothing new isn't it?
so YOU imagine, ALL OF THESE, smacked right in front of my face.
I'm stuck.
Seriously Stuck!
but if you think that I'm such a loser and that I do not wanna try to get things settled,
I'm sorry; I'm prioritising.
I always give in and try my best to get it done, not this time round.
IT IS ALWAYS EASY TO SAY THAN TO GET IT DONE.
not sometimes, not always.
words can just be said; can be typed...
but when it comes to doing it,
it is just another whole pile of shit.
esp when u have so much things to do at one time.
i can go on writing this entry till the early morn,
but I see no point of writing this anymore.
people gonna read, SO?
people gonna notice, SO?
it is not just that,
read in between the lines; if u can.
better still, read my mind.
till the next entry
CHEERS!