"Ah pegi mampos ah dier!"
"Ah gasak lah dier!"
"Asalkan dier bahagia sudah lah!"
Sounds familiar?
I have this great instinct that this is being muttered somewhere.
For the record.
What is the freaking issue?
You make me sick.
But dear Khai,
why do you choose to suddenly vomit it all out like NOW?
Because I had enough.
I withstood every moment since Day one.
And!
I repeat myself, I am NOT jealous.
Whatever shit for?
For example,
You "discriminate" a particular individual,
in the end,
you tie loose ends with that individual.
You gain more than you loose.
Whereas I don't gain and would still loose.
Oh c'mon.
I am not being childish.
I am saying this NOT because I am seeing this
as a form of some shit game.
I am making it clearer.
Decipher.
If you can't, DON'T ASSUME!
Like I have said,
I am used to being discarded like a piece of crap.
Now, aren't you seeing Lilies growing beautifully
and having everything fall back into place?
Don't bother about me.
I will forever be that rough and sharp pebble.
And
I threw all the pieces away.
Including a whole chunk that belongs to you.
And you.
"I can see it all falling back into the right places.
Well only time will tell."
Dream on Khai!
What the hell was I thinking?
"Ah gasak lah dier!"
"Asalkan dier bahagia sudah lah!"
Sounds familiar?
I have this great instinct that this is being muttered somewhere.
For the record.
What is the freaking issue?
You make me sick.
But dear Khai,
why do you choose to suddenly vomit it all out like NOW?
Because I had enough.
I withstood every moment since Day one.
And!
I repeat myself, I am NOT jealous.
Whatever shit for?
For example,
You "discriminate" a particular individual,
in the end,
you tie loose ends with that individual.
You gain more than you loose.
Whereas I don't gain and would still loose.
Oh c'mon.
I am not being childish.
I am saying this NOT because I am seeing this
as a form of some shit game.
I am making it clearer.
Decipher.
If you can't, DON'T ASSUME!
Like I have said,
I am used to being discarded like a piece of crap.
Now, aren't you seeing Lilies growing beautifully
and having everything fall back into place?
Don't bother about me.
I will forever be that rough and sharp pebble.
And
I threw all the pieces away.
Including a whole chunk that belongs to you.
And you.
"I can see it all falling back into the right places.
Well only time will tell."
Dream on Khai!
What the hell was I thinking?
(I'm refraining myself from using certain words like, 'manipulation' etc)
When people assume, it is sure a hot ass mess.
When people assume, it is sure a hot ass mess.