I broke down on my desk at 2.02 AM on 14th of July, 2008.
I just cannot take it much longer.
Just who am I kidding?
It hurts.
Definitively, the reasons to it can be found far beyond the horizon.
But why?
I cannot stop but to constantly get mad at myself;
to the point where I feel like punching the god damn wall with my bare fists.
I need a raw session with someone soon.
I f---ing hate this.
I just cannot take it much longer.
Just who am I kidding?
It hurts.
Definitively, the reasons to it can be found far beyond the horizon.
But why?
I cannot stop but to constantly get mad at myself;
to the point where I feel like punching the god damn wall with my bare fists.
I need a raw session with someone soon.
I f---ing hate this.








