I am not a huge believer of Astrology and how horoscopes that derived from it is shaping what we are. Sometimes you would feel that the horoscope knows you better than you know yourself and you go "Oh man, how did it know?". Scary much? In this naive world and wild perceptions, we choose to believe what these horoscopes say. On the bright side, I guess it can help provide that little boost and arrive at the point of realisation - Which I am very sure most of us faces that all the time *winks*
(Note: I don't know how much of the above I've mentioned is making sense, but this is 1st hand raw thoughts that is jamming up in my head)
For example, today's horoscope "Your family is much more important to you today". Little sister went on her school trip to Korea and that sentence just gave me a little pinch. Today, I realised that no matter how annoying you are to a certain family member (in this case my little sister), you will always love him/her even more. Before sister went into the transit area, family exchanged goodbyes with her and *salam-ed (to kiss an elder person's hand in the Muslim culture). Sister then started crying and all. I was heartbroken to see her cry honestly cos I know she will miss the family back at home, as much as we will be missing her.
It was then that Dad started commenting - "It is only these times that you kids will start to realise how much you will miss us (parents) when you are away far or vice versa. Taking our presence for granted back at home". Received another blow and it totally made me realise deeper. Then on, I started to appreciate the people around me even greater.
Even after sister had gone into the transit area, I gave her a call telling her to be careful and more importantly have fun. Left a message after the call: "Bye, take care! :D Saranghaeyo!" I love my sister even more now, and missing her badly. Awwww... Can you feel the love? Haha!
I know it's going to be a long way to go still. But I wonder how it will be when she gets married. I can't possibly hold on to her. It's the period of letting go that is going to be hard. Hopefully by then, I am mentally prepared for it. For now, all I am concern is to hold the responsibility of shaping her - to be a better person. I want to see her succeed in life.
That's gonna be the end of my ultra random entry.
Cheers!
(Note: I don't know how much of the above I've mentioned is making sense, but this is 1st hand raw thoughts that is jamming up in my head)
For example, today's horoscope "Your family is much more important to you today". Little sister went on her school trip to Korea and that sentence just gave me a little pinch. Today, I realised that no matter how annoying you are to a certain family member (in this case my little sister), you will always love him/her even more. Before sister went into the transit area, family exchanged goodbyes with her and *salam-ed (to kiss an elder person's hand in the Muslim culture). Sister then started crying and all. I was heartbroken to see her cry honestly cos I know she will miss the family back at home, as much as we will be missing her.
It was then that Dad started commenting - "It is only these times that you kids will start to realise how much you will miss us (parents) when you are away far or vice versa. Taking our presence for granted back at home". Received another blow and it totally made me realise deeper. Then on, I started to appreciate the people around me even greater.
Even after sister had gone into the transit area, I gave her a call telling her to be careful and more importantly have fun. Left a message after the call: "Bye, take care! :D Saranghaeyo!" I love my sister even more now, and missing her badly. Awwww... Can you feel the love? Haha!
I know it's going to be a long way to go still. But I wonder how it will be when she gets married. I can't possibly hold on to her. It's the period of letting go that is going to be hard. Hopefully by then, I am mentally prepared for it. For now, all I am concern is to hold the responsibility of shaping her - to be a better person. I want to see her succeed in life.
That's gonna be the end of my ultra random entry.
Cheers!