Today, I turn a year older. Despite that, like I have said, it is just another normal day. I won't ask much this time round. Today, I also realised that as I get older, life gets tougher and that includes decision-making. And I comfort myself through a subconscious reminder saying this is just the beginning.

I shall remind myself today is the day I was brought into this world with a purpose. I guess what Mom has been saying all these while is true. I have stepped into adulthood where parents' consent is not compulsory. And that would mean I need to start standing, and begin running on my own. Through a journey I call 'Life'.

To all who have wished me (via whatever means possible), I really appreciate it. To those who have not, don't force yourself. I'll be fine. Just approve of my favour to be in your hearts the moment you read this. If I could make one wish right now, I would want to improve on myself better. May Allah provide me with the courage and the will to be better. Amin.

Oh yeah, to side-track a little, I also have this thing about lack of food in rural countries. The next time you see a plate of ________ (insert food) that you don't like because it lacks flavour, salt or quantity, remind yourself of the poor little ones who are not even blessed with even proper food to eat. I feel extremely sad when I see these kids battling each day with hunger. To them, poverty is not one of their options. It is their livelihood. So each time when I (or you) sit down at the table with a platter of really good food or even the simple Fish & Chips, I know I am extremely blessed to be where I am. Yup, that is one simple wish that I wish from me to you.

To any that has been greeted by disappointment, I am truly sorry (you know who you are). Though the overwhelming guilt is really taking over despite the better options being laid out right in front of me. And I repeat, I will be fine. I'll make it up to you when I am less tied down with options. It makes thinking a whole lot easier that way.

My plans for today? To be with my family.
To end this off, happy 21st to me.