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The name is Khairul. Would do fine with Khai or Kerol [kay-roll] - with proper pronunciation that is.

May have caused a traumatic experience to the nurses who were there when I graced the world on the 14th of June, 21 years ago.

I reside at the great eastern side of Singapore. At an estate named after a water containment facility. Go figure!

A left-hander. However, I function more like a right. And sometimes left of course.

Owns a Class 3 driving licence.

Have been playing the saxophone for 8 years. Currently a Baritone Saxophonist in the Philharmonic Youth Winds.

Being and socialising with people occupy whatever free time I might have.

Boredom is sadly pathetic - would be just staring at my ceiling.

And recently, graduated from Nanyang Academy of Fine Arts where I pursued a diploma in Arts Management, majoring in Performing Arts.

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Monday, June 14, 2010
A YEAR OLDER
3:51 AM


Today, I turn a year older. Despite that, like I have said, it is just another normal day. I won't ask much this time round. Today, I also realised that as I get older, life gets tougher and that includes decision-making. And I comfort myself through a subconscious reminder saying this is just the beginning.

I shall remind myself today is the day I was brought into this world with a purpose. I guess what Mom has been saying all these while is true. I have stepped into adulthood where parents' consent is not compulsory. And that would mean I need to start standing, and begin running on my own. Through a journey I call 'Life'.

To all who have wished me (via whatever means possible), I really appreciate it. To those who have not, don't force yourself. I'll be fine. Just approve of my favour to be in your hearts the moment you read this. If I could make one wish right now, I would want to improve on myself better. May Allah provide me with the courage and the will to be better. Amin.

Oh yeah, to side-track a little, I also have this thing about lack of food in rural countries. The next time you see a plate of ________ (insert food) that you don't like because it lacks flavour, salt or quantity, remind yourself of the poor little ones who are not even blessed with even proper food to eat. I feel extremely sad when I see these kids battling each day with hunger. To them, poverty is not one of their options. It is their livelihood. So each time when I (or you) sit down at the table with a platter of really good food or even the simple Fish & Chips, I know I am extremely blessed to be where I am. Yup, that is one simple wish that I wish from me to you.

To any that has been greeted by disappointment, I am truly sorry (you know who you are). Though the overwhelming guilt is really taking over despite the better options being laid out right in front of me. And I repeat, I will be fine. I'll make it up to you when I am less tied down with options. It makes thinking a whole lot easier that way.

My plans for today? To be with my family.
To end this off, happy 21st to me.

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Monday, June 15, 2009
20 IS JUST A NUMBER
8:58 PM

ALERT: MASSIVE UPDATE FOR ARCHIVING PURPOSES

I need to get this entry over and done with first before it starts collecting dusts in my photobucket account. 'Terminator Salvation' movie review will be done after this.

Okay, go!

So yesterday, June 14th was my birthday. If you have forgotten, shame on you! It was not so much of a big deal since I am just turning a year older. Okay, maybe I am a little concern that I am forced to give up the "1" and usher in the "2" with open arms. Turning 20 makes me feel old. But definitely, I am young at heart. *grins*

I fell asleep on my living room floor while watching the telly. The following morning, Mom and Dad woke up just to wish me 'Happy Birthday' before they left for Malaysia. As much as I wanted to tag along, I have Phil Youth rehearsal in the afternoon. Rehearsal was alright - maybe because I was tired from lack of sleep the night before.

Planned to head home and have Maggi after Phil Youth because I was hungry. And with my bulky and heavy instrument, I wanted to just head home fast; before I lose my sense of touch in my arms.

When I arrived at my front door, attached to the gate was a small piece of orange paper with little words. Written were some instructions telling me that my day isn't over yet and that I need to shower immediately, and wait for the next clue at 7:50PM. I immediately sensed that it must be the work of KBBG. A little suspicious of that small note, I entered the house slowly. Believe it or not, I was THAT afraid to enter.

I showered and got changed. And at around 8PM I received another clue via SMS - from Nina. The next instruction was to head out to my shoe rack for the next clue and which the subsequent clue directed me to the mailbox.

I was instructed to walk around the jogging track once if I wanted to receive the next clue. I seriously felt like an idiot walking aimlessly, smiling to myself thinking what could happen next. I looked around and see no one I recognise. Upon completing that one round, I received another clue. Oh brother! The clue directed me to a nearby lift lobby and another clue was pasted on the wall.

"Now, look for the 'Happy Birthday' sign,
where people would be kicking each other's asses off"

The moment I read that message, I mumbled "What the heck?! Where am I suppose to go now?!". I walked around the area and little did they know that I am about to surprise them. I was supposed to enter from the front but I brought myself from the back instead. Haha! Apparently, the birthday sign was hanging on the fence of a basketball court - Teakwando practice happens there every Sunday.

Walked towards them, and I think they are equally surprised as I am! Saw a lighted cake and they began to sing a birthday song. I kept whining to them how much I felt like an idiot, but all was fun. Haha!




Blew the candle off and they presented me with this large self-made birthday card (above). They also got me this really huge box tied with red ribbons. It was pretty heavy and it got me thinking, "What on mother earth could be inside this box?"

After the picture taking, we were all famished - including me. So, we unanimously decided on Simpang Bedok. Had our dinner, constant laughs and a little bit of serious talks here and there. It was with great company and I kept smiling to myself saying, "This could not have possibly be any better"


Then, as suggested, I opened the heavy box that was presented to me earlier on. Untied the red ribbon, took off the lid and all I see inside was red, red and more red! It was red-galore! If you have not noticed, red is one of my favourite colours.


As you could see from the picture above, they got me to take pictures with every single item (ALL 20) that was in that box. That explains the many "mini-mes" above. Haha! No worries, I have dedicated a whole portion at the end of this entry for what was inside that box.

Oh! The guys also presented me something that I was equally impressed with. That too, later at the end.


KBBG + CY w/o the army boys (Fairuz, Ogy & Wayne) and Heng Shoon


The usual group photo before we all go our separate ways. The rest headed home. As for Fauzi, Finah, Idham and myself, we headed to Changi Beach - take a stroll, plane watching, star-watching and enjoy the breeze. Got home before 12 and decided to give "Wendy" a test-drive under low-light (if you have no clue who Wendy is still, an entry about her is just directly below).


The self-made birthday card I received (above) with all their well wishes. Including the army boys' wishes! I was touched and that made me remember how much we all miss them. I had fun reading all of it. There were funny ones too. As always, it would come from Izzat. He wrote "Happy 31st Birthday!" Hahahaha!


RED kiddy watch, RED foodstuffs (Skittles, Kit Kat, Doritos, Maltesers), RED face towel, RED photo frames with photos of KBBG and SE7ENS in each, RED cushy rose on a stick, Strawberry flavoured RED Chupa Chups.


RED apple, RED ball, A tin of Coca Cola (in RED), RED socks, RED mechanical pencil, RED notebook, RED folder with 20 facts about me slipped inside, a large bottle of home-made cookies tied with a RED ribbon, RED mug with a RED keychain.


They even got me a RED London bus toy. I asked them, why bus? They replied saying because I wanted to be a bus driver when I was very young. I went "Oh!" and laughed hysterically! Hahaha!

Oh! I got a gift from the guys as well, which I was equally impressed with. Though it is something small, it's the thoughts that count.

They got me ....

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A fishing kit! Cool or whaaat?!

There were a lot of hooks, ready-made hooks, weights, floats, a reflector - all in that one container! Izzat even tied a set of hooks onto a ready-line with his own hands, so that I would not waste time tying the hooks the next time we go fishing. Speaking of which, I wanna learn how to tie. Izzat, teach me! Haha!

Again, I can never emphasize how much I was touched by that simple gesture from the guys.


Thank you Nina, Amina, Susu, Asmah, Fidah, Finah, Cai Yu, Idham, Fauzi and Izzat for making my 20th birthday a very memorable one. Loved every single bit of the celebration. Loved the presents and the cake too!

I am glad that I get to celebrate my 20th birthday with such awesome friends I love.

Cheers!


Credits to Fidah for the pictures.
And of course, MY Wendy
*lovey dovey*
Hahaha!

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Friday, May 29, 2009
WE DID IT AGAIN!
1:33 AM

Date changed for archiving purposes

Event happened on May 23rd, 2009

As usual, when one of our dear friend's birthday is just around the corner, the KBBGs will spring up into action and cook surprises. On May 23rd, we celebrated Rafidah's birthday. Before meeting up, the guys crashed over at Fauzi's place to prepare the food. Yup! It was the guys' turn to do all the cooking. Prepared some sandwiches, nuggets and fries and we were good to go! Having us all in the kitchen was great fun. Funny things happened (eg. over-seasoning of the egg sandwich with loads of crushed black pepper) but hey, a whole bunch of guys (us especially) in the kitchen equals to havoc.

After all the frying, preparing and packing we made our way down to Bedok Reservoir Park. The girls chose the newly built floating platform and I must say it was a pretty good location. Just look at the scenery there.


On a side note, the sunset was awesome. I have been living around that area for almost 8 years now and never have I seen such colours blooming in serenity. Before that scenery came around, we had to get down to business. Decorating the platform for Rafidah's surprise.


All of us helped out with the decorations and I must say the amount of teamwork by all of us was efficiency at its best. Blew quite a lot of green and gold balloons, and started decorating the entire end of the platform with it.


I saw a lot of tea candles that Susu brought and it gave me an idea. I decided to lay it out around and on the mini-table Susu brought along. We all had way too many tea candles to use. In trying to make full use of it, I decided to arrange the candles into what you see above. But trust me, keeping the candles alive was absolutely tiring. The strong winds were not helping either. We were all struggling! Haha!


While waiting for Rafidah's "grand entrance", we decided to jam. Sang to songs, which never made it to the end (because we always sing it halfway)! And in the midst of all this, we planned on how to surprise Rafidah. Somehow, we were all excited.



And finally! The soon-to-be 20-year-old girl arrived. She was blindfolded and made to listen to her Ipod (I think). So when Syaherah left her at the center of the platform, she screamed so loud that the fishes in the reservoir went deaf (ok bedek ah)! I swear she was like some lost lamb searching for its mother. I was laughing so hard (the others too) that I wanted to pee in my pants. Watching her scream was hilarious! Hahaha!


Cake-cutting as usual and it was finally time for us to dig in! We were all famished from the waiting, that the food finished within seconds! Haha! Took group photos - girls and guys separately. And I wonder why we did not take together. Did we?

Games organised by Asmah was a good one but I did not participate. I was frantically trying to find the toilet together with Nina. Made it back in time to watch Fauzi do the cheeky chicken dance. He possesses good entertainment value I must say. Haha!

Another awesome birthday surprise by the KBBGs. And if you are wondering what KBBG is, it is basically the usual group of friends we always hang out with. "KB" stands for 'Kesian Boyz' (the guys in the group) and "BG" stands for 'Baking Girls' (the girls in the group). And thus, with us all being the usual group, we combined both group name and call ourselves "KBBG".

Oh c'mon! Don't you have your own distinct group name too? Haha!

Anyway, we know you had a blast Rafidah! The KBBGs will always be there for you and we love you!


Cheers!

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Monday, May 25, 2009
A YEAR OLDER
4:41 PM


I realised I do not have a recent picture of both my parents together. Well, this will do (taken in 2007). And yup, they both share the same birth date!
Happy 47th Birthday Mama!
Happy 50th Birthday Abah!


Love,
Khai

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Sunday, May 10, 2009
ALL IN A DAY
11:55 PM


To Mom:
I know you might not read this but all I would like to say is that I have always loved you and never for once have I changed that feeling. You are seriously the best. Your cooking is out of this world! Your cute funny jokes and contagious laughter is just heart-warming. You're my Mom, my best friend and someone that I always look up to. Sometimes, it is funny how I talk to you like how I talk to my friends, because you made it all comfortable for us siblings to talk to you in the teenage-y kind of way. No doubt that I respect you with all my being. Hanging out in your room exchanging thoughts or be it just watching the telly makes me feel so much better whenever I have a heavy cloud hovering above me.

Thank you for all the things you have done for me (or us siblings for that matter) and we promise you to study hard, get a good job and allow you and Abah have an easy life in future. Insya'Allah.

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY!

Love,
Anwar
To Farah:
Here I am wishing you a smashing 14th birthday! It feels like yesterday that you were in my arms crying. 14 years flashed by in an instant and it is good to see how much you have grown. Just remember what I have been telling you all these while. Knowing the difference between what is right and what is wrong. I trust that you know the difference. Should there be anything that you would like to talk about (eg. boy problems *winks*), just know that I am always here to hear you out.

Study hard little sister!
And may you always be that irritating little sister I like teasing!
Love you!

Your irritating brother,
Abang Anwar
Unfortunately, both of them are not in Singapore. Both parents plus little sister are at our place in Malacca, Malaysia. They are returning tomorrow. So, as a belated present from me to my Mom, I will make it a point to wake up early tomorrow and clean the whole house. Yup! Cleaning up my room, mopping the whole living room, making her kitchen spotless and yeah, the list goes on.

You see, each time she's away from Singapore, we (the brothers) would leave the house in an utter mess. And when she return days after, she will question why the house is in a mess or why the kitchen sink is filled with unwashed dishes. Then we would feel bad because she will have to clean it all up despite her being tired. Cleaning the entire house is the least I could do since I am not doing anything special for her this year.

So here goes nothing!
Wishing all mothers a Happy Mother's Day!

Cheers!

Come home quick! Your angels are missing you already!

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Tuesday, March 24, 2009
OVERDUE POST #2: NINA'S BIRTHDAY
6:22 PM

My Tuesday and Thursday afternoon will always suck. I tend to be a "good-boy" and head home straight after school. And once I am home, I will get all bored. Frequent short naps. Lying on the couch watching whatever show that is on air. All these will lead to me eating tonnes of junk food. Haha! Ultimate 'lepak' session.

I have already burnt three quarters of my afternoon doing aimless stuff. Hence, which led to this entry.

Let's rewind way back to the 4th of March 2009.
Celebrated Nina's birthday. But it was not just any other ordinary celebration. It was a surprise birthday celebration. Pre-celebration preparation was uncalled for as we did not realise that her birthday was in two days time.

We were sourcing out ways to contact her siblings and Abang. In part of not trying to raise any suspicion, we resorted to Facebook. Wonders of technology! Exchanged contacts and the master plan got drafted out. While she was out with the family to have dinner, we crashed her place.


Maisara liaised with the brother via mobile, giving us updates of their whereabouts. As soon as we got the message that they are on their way back home, we rushed up to her room and waited. Imagine ALL 14 OF US in one room. It was stuffy. We wanted to push the windows wide open and at least switch on the fan, but it would be too obvious for her to notice. So, we had to endure the heat and sweat. And with all 14 of us in the room, we had to observe silence. Which we are not good at! HAHA!

Finally, Nina and family got home. We had to wait for another 5 minutes before she entered her room. Our initial plan was that the moment she enter her room, someone will switch on the lights and start singing her a birthday song IN A ZOMBIE-LIKE TONE.


She finally entered her room, and was shocked to see us. And trust me, the rest of us who were in the room were shocked too! She pushed the door so hard and fast that we did not see it coming! Funniest moment ever! The plan to surprise her turned against us and we got the shock of our lives. Haha!



Headed down to her living room and the rest after it was with awesome company. Talked all night. Complemented with pizza, just could not get better. So much so that after every conversation, it leads itself to another topic without us noticing it!

Towards the end, someone came up with the idea to this.


Family #1: Nina and Khai
Family #2: Su'aidah and Ogy
Family #3: Fidah and Fauzi

For the record, none of the above are real couples. We just wanted to see how it will be like if any one of us were to get married and have one kid. And oh, that cute little kid clinging on to Elmo is Nina's younger sister. She calls me Abang Elmo for some weird reason. Hmmm..... Haha!


These are the small things that bind us all together. And I am confident that these are the people who I will be seeing for the rest of my life (Not forgetting those who are not in the picture above too!).

Cheers to our friendship!

That is all for now.
And remember the word of the day people: SUJI! (inside joke)
Hahaha!

Ciao!

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Friday, February 13, 2009
BIRTHDAY POST (JANUARY)
2:27 PM

Alright, I have decided to do a birthday post a little bit different this time round. Though this was suppose to be at the end of every month but due to unforeseen circumstances, I was not able to do this entry on time.

In the month of January, the usuals (Kesian Boyz and Baking Girls) threw a birthday surprise for two of our beloved friends. Namely, Su'aidah aka Susu and Fauzi. First up in the month of January, was Suaidah's birthday which was on the 1st of January. I will not type much and allow the pictures to do the talking ya?

Everyone at the void deck waiting for the lift.

Susu was not home, so we decided to crash into her place (with the help of her elder brother). We then started decorating her place.

And before we could get ready to light up the cake, keep quiet and surprise her in darkness, Susu opened the door! Haha! She said she could hear Rafidah's voice from outside her house! Well, we did not manage to surprise her (like hide somewhere and shout "SURPRISE!") but at least it is the thought that counts.

This is Amina Maisara holding the lighted cake.

So, had the birthday girl to cut the cake and we ate and ate. Man, there were a lot of food.
But food is good! Hahaha! We ate while watching over a show of 'Don't Forget the Lyrics'.

Kesian Boyz doing what we do best.

After helping out to clear Susu's place, we went down to some court and took group pictures. Took quite a lot of it. Some of it was to the point that I went HEADLESS! Haha!


Next was Fauzi's birthday. It was an advance birthday celebration since his birthday falls on a school day. Well, that would make it all unexpected for him right? Haha! Me and Syafinah aka Pynah met up earlier during the day to scout for cakes. We travelled to places like City Hall to Bugis and finally settled at Marina Square. We bought this huge chocolate cake (three layers of sponge cake with thick chocolate cream in it if I may add) at Secret Recipe. Can you believe it? We spend like 3 hours searching for a cake!

After we made the purchase, we met at the rooftop of Esplanade together with some of our close friends, and that is where we decided surprised him. We waited and waited till he was seen on the rooftop with Idham (our sidekick). We surprised him from his back. Sang a birthday song from afar and when he turned around, that was when he realised that we have all, in one way or another, set up a surprise for him. Well, he was relatively shocked from his facial expression. So, mission accomplished! Haha!


That is all.
One thing for sure, there are many more birthday surprises coming!
Ciao!

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